Bad Idea

Sometimes when you feel all broken and sad, you feel frustrated, you feel left out. There's a difference between being alone and being lonely. When you are 'Alone' you just don't have someone special who can understand you like no one else. Who will take care for you and sacrifice for you like no one else, who will be the last person you think about before you go to sleep. 




Being lonely means you don't have someone, neither friends nor family to which you can share your happiness and sorrows. Being lonely means you are all by yourself in this seven billion world population and there is no one in the world you can call yours, just exclusively yours. Following words are inspiration from a song-'Bad Idea' by Shiloh
(Play this song in the background and then try to read the poetry)




Being in love with you 
seems like a really bad idea
Like a bad trip
I never want to visit. 

Don't know if its me
Or my is it my destiny?
But being in love with you
Seems like a really bad idea.

Sometimes we get along
Sometimes we really fall from the cliff
Climbing up the hill with you
Seems like a really bad idea.

Don't know whether its me
Or my fuckin destiny? 
Could we make it to the end?
Or give up before reaching? 
This uncertainty between you and me
Seems like a really bad idea.
Me waiting for you
Seems like a really bad idea. 

You have given up on love
Dumb me, never made to put it on 
Still taking a chance
Still risking our peace 
To break the boundaries 
Breaking the virtual fence 
Sometimes seems like a really bad idea.

Expectations always hurt
My heart aches, my head bursts 
Building a gap
Between you and me
Could make the situation tense
Breaking the virtual boundaries 
Climbing the gigantic fence
Sometimes It all seems like a really bad idea. 

I want to take a deep breath and inhale
Want to take a leap of faith 
Want to love and to be loved
I want to sleep in your arms
Want to kiss under the moon
Under the black sky
In the glowing silver dark
Want to hold your hand
Now its all choked up
I just want to exhale. 
Please don't leave me to suffocate 
Don't leave me to choke
All yellow and pale. 

Take me to the lands unknown
Take me to the lands of green and grey
I can see the brown, smell the hay
Take me to the lands unknown
This could be a good reason to stay. 
Take me to the lands of green
Can't you create our own private space? 

Untie me, I will run for freedom
Run to live, stumble to be free
If you can live without me
I Will never hold you
I am my own master, my own god
I will climb the mountains
Burn down all the standing trees
What is on the other side
(I) Certainly want to know
I will make it a memory. 
I am master of my own
Untie me, I wanna be free. 
This uncertainty, this non joyful spree
Climbing mountains, these burning trip
All like a bad trip
I don't wanna visit
Sometimes it all seems to be a bad idea but I can't resist. 

I m not so perfect
But baby are you worth it?
Baby you deserve it
Baby you are worth it. 

I know you are not so perfect 
But do i deserve it? 
Baby am I worth it? 
Could you ever hurt me?

Love is not the answer 
But love is no disaster 
It all will seem workin
We both will one day surfin.
Will one day be surfin
Climbing all the mountains
Racing against the ocean
Then maybe this all seems to worth it
without really being a  bad trip.