Bad Idea

Sometimes when you feel all broken and sad, you feel frustrated, you feel left out. There's a difference between being alone and being lonely. When you are 'Alone' you just don't have someone special who can understand you like no one else. Who will take care for you and sacrifice for you like no one else, who will be the last person you think about before you go to sleep. 

Being lonely means you don't have someone, neither friends nor family to which you can share your happiness and sorrows. Being lonely means you are all by yourself in this seven billion world population and there is no one in the world you can call yours, just exclusively yours. Following words are inspiration from a song-'Bad Idea' by Shiloh. 
(Play this song in the background and then try to read the poetry)

Being in love with you 
seems like a really bad idea
Like a bad trip
I never want to visit. 

Don't know if its me
Or my is it my destiny?
But being in love with you
Seems like a really bad idea.

Sometimes we get along
Sometimes we really fall from the cliff
Climbing up the hill with you
Seems like a really bad idea.

Don't know whether its me
Or my fuckin destiny? 
Could we make it to the end?
Or give up before reaching? 
This uncertainty between you and me
Seems like a really bad idea.
Me waiting for you
Seems like a really bad idea. 

You have given up on love
Dumb me, never made to put it on 
Still taking a chance
Still risking our peace 
To break the boundaries 
Breaking the virtual fence 
Sometimes seems like a really bad idea.

Expectations always hurt
My heart aches, my head bursts 
Building a gap
Between you and me
Could make the situation tense
Breaking the virtual boundaries 
Climbing the gigantic fence
Sometimes It all seems like a really bad idea. 

I want to take a deep breath and inhale
Want to take a leap of faith 
Want to love and to be loved
I want to sleep in your arms
Want to kiss under the moon
Under the black sky
In the glowing silver dark
Want to hold your hand
Now its all choked up
I just want to exhale. 
Please don't leave me to suffocate 
Don't leave me to choke
All yellow and pale. 

Take me to the lands unknown
Take me to the lands of green and grey
I can see the brown, smell the hay
Take me to the lands unknown
This could be a good reason to stay. 
Take me to the lands of green
Can't you create our own private space? 

Untie me, I will run for freedom
Run to live, stumble to be free
If you can live without me
I Will never hold you
I am my own master, my own god
I will climb the mountains
Burn down all the standing trees
What is on the other side
(I) Certainly want to know
I will make it a memory. 
I am master of my own
Untie me, I wanna be free. 
This uncertainty, this non joyful spree
Climbing mountains, these burning trip
All like a bad trip
I don't wanna visit
Sometimes it all seems to be a bad idea but I can't resist. 

I m not so perfect
But baby are you worth it?
Baby you deserve it
Baby you are worth it. 

I know you are not so perfect 
But do i deserve it? 
Baby am I worth it? 
Could you ever hurt me?

Love is not the answer 
But love is no disaster 
It all will seem workin
We both will one day surfin.
Will one day be surfin
Climbing all the mountains
Racing against the ocean
Then maybe this all seems to worth it
without really being a  bad trip.

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Superfluous Attractions

Sometimes when it just doesn't work out it will never work out but the most saddening part would always be-one is always throwing a chance to be bigger than himself. If you are familiar with living life on clicks then you can understand the intensity of taking a quick action based on any of particulars clicks. The below phrases deepens down the feeling of throwing something magical when a person has the potential to reach the stars.

You know the difference between you and me?
I don't divide love between relations
Love has always been pure
It's you who divided it to make it unfit for a cure.

For me, it was always about happiness
For me, it was always about soul
You messed it all up
And now you want to move along and scroll

Just go away and stroll

Just leave me behind and go haul
It tried to accept the way you are
Tried to make us an imperfect arch

But you were destined towards doom
We weren't a pair to gloom
Definitely not a strand

And neither someone to end it with a dirty slang

Every day I wait for you to leave me
What's the point in staying when we are far

What the point to stray the long path

Friendship will remain,but it's the love 

who have to wander with some broken darts.

Attractions are always superfluous
Always descending, always disastrous

These attractions these clicks,

Will take you nowhere

Will never give you bliss.

You were so tucked in past
Never cared to notice you burned the beautiful present,

No idea if it would have been my last

Or I had to find someone else to be my cast.

There are some things you can't present
You can't show,can't display the fuckin resent,

It could be something beautiful, something different

But you ordered your doom
Just for that bloody fool
You will never be able to bloom
And now after you lost your gloom
It's easy to predict the reality

And it's pretty easy to describe

That you can't be revived

Can't be saved even with a damn boon.

We spent so much time together
But today you were gazing your watch
Second by second, minute by minute
Now you know too much of me
My secrets, my insecurities
I will not say I failed in life
But not succeeded either
I will not say we had a connection

But it was something special
It was something to remember 

Something to wrap and take good care of.

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A Man with No Regrets

Sometimes possession can raise so many questions. Sometimes your heart wants another thing from what you dreamed of. Sometimes it not so easy to understand your inner feelings. The feeling of unacceptability can make anyone shiver to its core. These phrases belong to some unexplored parts of my heart and I am glad finally I explored them for a better future.

" He always wants a thing but suddenly deny its possessions

It's just a matter of time
When he starts to build new attractions
No regrets, no time to even look back
With small steps, big actions
He got no regrets to crunch emotional fractions
Got no time to even maintain the lust.

When he meets his clone
Just can't judge what's right or what's wrong
He can't even take a leap of satisfaction
Can't even care to follow his own regressions
Is he not responsible for his actions?
A man with unclear motives
Is not lost, just don't know where to go
What if in a hurry, he chooses the wrong path and fall?
The wanderer couldn't understand the actions
Still no regrets with no certain regressions.
Maybe he is not lost, he just wants to feel the thrill,
just want to make new stories
Just want to play his guitar on a new beat and chill.

On this road to immortality
He might experience some lag
Could get some pain, pointless vain
On this road to no strings attached
He might find an escape
He might find the gold,
May become immortal towards the end of the road.

He should be happy that he found what he always dreamed of,
But unacceptability always sweeps him off
He always tries to find shortcuts
What if he took the long road?
She just likes to play along,
But he just wants the long walks
He can't sing alone the broken prose. "

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Too Good To Be True- The Friendship Status

Amidst uncertainty and denial, I found someone. I was blessed when I was stressed but some things are too good to be true. I won't deny the chemistry, I won't cry for absolution but one thing for sure I can't get enough of you and I want more. These phrases were a proposal, proposal for a better future and it hurts when the past plays me off, sweeps me off.

For me, you are a cure,

Too real to be this pure,
I wish we would have met earlier,
Life would be very easy and lovable slumber.

You could have been more awesome,
You could have explored the world,
Perhaps it was not the right time then,
But eventually you found me and we became friends.

I always felt an adorable vibe
The presence of unseen blush
The chemistry between us
Is something I didn't imagined
Something I was looking from a very long time.

For no reason at all
I always thrive
For no reason at all
Your words strike 

Straight to my heart.
I always feel a connection between us
Connection of minds and intellect without any social bars.

With each passing day, we know more of each other
With every passing second, I wanna take our talks further
To see where they finally end?
A new beginning or just to the next level of awesomeness?

Someday I want to make a transit
From side hug to front
Its just I can't get enough
Wanna feel your hands
But don't want to rush
Do you mind if I search your untouched soul
For something different,
Something to hold?

I m so curious to know more

Can't resist to make a move
Can you please hold me for a second
Your awesomeness is dope and I could probably lose.

I feel close to you right now
Your amazing smile, those magical eyes
I just can't resist
To appreciate your beauty and bow
Can't resist to hold you
And to ask, would you be mine???

I feel close to you right now
Your amazing smile, those magical eyes
I just can't resist
To appreciate your beauty and bow
Can't resist to hold you
And to ask, would you be mine???

For me, you are a cure
Too real to be this pure
Trust me, future would be awesome
Trust me, I will certainly not bore.

It's just time is ours
But I promise to stand beside you
When it will take a turn
When it will show it's different colors
I promise to paint you a new one
A beautiful sunrise or anything easily believable.

I feel close to you right now

Your amazing smile, those magical eyes
I just can't resist
To appreciate your beauty and bow
Can't resist to hold you
And to ask, would you be mine??

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Distance-Poetry by Vasu.A

Distance-Poetry by Vasu.A

Sometimes when you feel all alone, there seems no one who can share your sorrow and sometimes you don't want to open up. Life is hard, but it becomes harder when there seems no way to get out of the loop. It's like you have been stuck in that very same loophole from a very long period of time just like the- "Westworld" series by HBO. This poetry is a mix of every feeling I am feeling these days and what I used to feel in the pretty past. Don't know what the future beholds but sometimes you have to live until the end of time.

From long chats

To wishing only on Occasions’

There created a distance.

A distance that can’t be covered

A road where she was alone

She can’t utter,

Can’t mutter a single word

And foolish me, without even thinking

I even asked- ‘ Does it hurt’?

Boldly she said not at all

There was a sublime smile on her face

But was missing that sheer joy

I noticed the very first day.

I remember the past it was hot and chill

Unlike the present, living just to earn and pay the bills.

Sometimes I miss myself, sometimes I miss her too

But too busy to care for

What I know and what should I do.

I remember the past, it was like magical stars,

Unlike the present, everyone’s cold and everything’s dark.

I think I came too far in search in Home

I see no one besides myself and an empty soul

In the race of pacing up,

I think I lost my own.

When fighting the society rules,

I got beat up and never felt alive

I never felt truly happy

Never remember how it was to rejoice and

Gulp it like the last piece of a pie.

I feel thirsty, and my soul feels dead

The urge to rejuvenate in stress

Is what all I can sense,

All I can grasp,

Everything I could ever clasp.

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Is This Friendship?

Is This Friendship? By Vasu.A

Sometimes I feel like I am an extrovert, but the other times I believe myself to be an introvert. When it comes to reaching the apex heights of Friendship, I fall down the first step. Too scared to reach the top and jump with no reason to die brutal. We may have stepped on the wrong foot but restraining me from my chance to prove my friendship doesn't seem to be the right affair. We could hang out sometime, grab a coffee or a smoothie, whatever you like. I just ask my chance, let start fresh, waccha say? Do I deserve or the idea is too far-fetched? See too many questions, is this going out of hand? I have written something for you, just read appreciate if you like, else ignore it like we do with YouTube ads.

I laugh with you more than my ex
I share so more, I feel bless
At least for some time
I feel rest, I feel full, none less.
Calling us friends can't be justified
Unintentionally I may have done some wrong?
But the mistake was innocent
Can't we just ignore it and move on?

Perhaps I ask too many questions
Perhaps I may outlive the wrong
Sometimes annoying is not the perfect option
To make someone happy, light-hearted, and strong.

Incomplete from the beginning
Rough from the very start
At the end we all are humans
Can't make it to the sun,
Would you care to make paradise here?

I know so less of you
Unaware what's your inner strength
The capabilities, loving nature and habits in depth.
What you know of me?
Is it equal or portrays unfair
Unjust, forgettable and surpassed?

Introvert is not the correct word
Too far to be an extrovert
I sometimes find hard to make new friends
I sometimes fail to socialize
I totally suck in the outright art.

But around you, I am the real me
I come alive to be myself
I never wore the stole of fakeness
I reborn to desire a fresh life.

If you ever find these phrases lame
Don't blame just ignore my purpose to claim
Don't feel like you owe me one
Don't bother to care, leave this unanswered and hidden.

Some things are never meant to be fixed
Never born to be healed, the shatterings did most the work.
Sometimes the Icarus can't fly too close to the sun
It's hard to reach on the top without losing somethin
Hard to climb up the stairs
Without feeling the need to burn.

This is for you Prachi. 

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Way To Home

Way To Home by Vasu.A

When I feel happy Í write, when sadness takes me, I write. Sometimes when you feel so alone, no one to take care of you wanders places in search for happiness, in search of a new home. This poem is all about the feeling when you roam distant place in search of love, in search for someone to remember.







Wandered distant places in search of home
But found none, the search is still on,
It's been years, my heart finds no sense
It's been months, I feel choked (now)
Thinking about the purpose of my life
I don't find answers to my existence
Nothing gives me happiness, not anymore
Nothing excites me to my core
Nothing has been such a mess
Nothing feels like home.

Running for paper is all left in my world
Will I reach to the end
Will I win the unwinnable
Will I make this thirst end?

There seems no way to solve this puzzle
Perhaps I m lost inside this deep riddle
I see no light, only darkness
I see no light, think lost my vision.
Sadness engulfing every part
Madness took my soul too far
Want to fly like Icarus
But too scared to fight the moon.



Vasu • 3 mins

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